I had the weirdest dream this morning. Normally I don't have dreams, and when I do, it's when I'm tired or hungry. I think it was a combination of both this morning though, because when I got up, I was really hungry. Hungry enough to have breakfast I suppose. A nice big bowl of some honey nut cornflakes.. mmm.. now I'm hungry. Anyway. Some dreams I remember days after I have it, other dreams I forget it the instant I try to remember what happened. Really weird. So, I have no idea how my dream started, it was like I flicked over to one of the movie channels on cable and I've caught a movie in the middle of it and I've just started to watch it. I was for some reason in some airport and I had a bag on, it look like one of those small bags that you always see backpackers wear. Not the massive ones, but the small ones that they wear with important stuff in it. Next, I find myself sitting down and I'm talking to two people (I'll leave their names out.. for now), I know who they are because I went to school with them. And I end up finding out that they were going to the same place I was going, sydney. The only thing I remember about the airport was that it didn't look like darwin airport, it was as if I was in sydney airport, but I was taking a plane to sydney. Weird. Next thing I know I think to myself that I should better check the ticket and make sure that I was thinking of the right time that the plane left. I realise that we were not only in the wrong place, but that the plane was going to be leaving in a matter of minutes. My got, reminiscent of what happened when we were in parkes the other month. Too bad though, because the moment that we were running through to our supposed terminal, I wake up to find no one home, the phone ringing, and it was friggin' hot. Fuck. I wanted to find out what happened. Oh well.

God, it has been hot all day today. Not only today, but this whole week has been nothing but hot. Why can't it be 22°C constantly? That would mean that I wouldn't have to try and find other means to try and cool down when I'm playing some half life 2. Before today, we have 2 fans directed at the computer, or more so, where you sit. But they do absolutely fuck all when you sit there. You can only just feel one, and that's on a good day. I had to improvise today though. I wasn't going to sit down and burn up while I played, so I decided to find another spare fan and shove it basically next to me and turn it on while I played. Thank god for pedestal fans. It's not at all fun trying to do work outside when the average temperature is probably 35°C and the humidity 100%. That makes things shitty. It's like trying to work when there is a giant sun deciding to get HOTTER AS YOU DO STUFF. Damnit sun, hurry up and die off already.

I've been really "busy" this holidays. I suppose this being the first christmas where I have a job that requires me more often as christmas time goes on. I think I've said something in other posts about "productivity" levels and the star system that carol does. Anyway, I must have gotten my third star the other night (or day), because I got a movie voucher tonight. Hooray! She said that my productivity has "increased". So I am now an owner of a free movie ticket (not like I don't get free movies anyway.. I mean.. ssh..). Now all I have to do is go and use it before july next year. So who wants to go to the movies? Hm, what else. Oh, I was nearly going to be working from midnight sunday to 6, and then 4-10 on monday, but I thought that was going to be too much. I mean, I could have done the shift if I didn't have to do a lot of walking/running around the shop later that day. I know I wouldn't have gotten much sleep when I got home anyway, I would have got some sleep, but it would be a really crappy sleep. So I'm working 6-10 then 4-10 for the next few mondays. Or until the christmas season is over. Doesn't matter me too much, it just means I have to get up at 4:30 to be ready. I know I'm going to be making a mint during this holidays, it means that hopefully I'll be able to get my new computer parts earlier than I expected. Well, not too early, because I stilll owe mum like $400. Damnit.

The other night at work, I was called "the most considerate person" they know, and now that has me thinking. Does one continue on being "kind" (haha.. yeah) and considerate to hopefully one day get lucky (my god that sounds so depressing). Well, as far as I can see (from what the majority of girls I hear talking), it's about looks. Well, fuck me, I'm dead in the water there. Maybe I should just wait until the end of school or something like that. Unless it's like the ugly duckling story, things probably aren't going to get any better. Who knows, but I think at this point in time (unless something.. pops up.. HAHAHA..) I think it's a safe bet to just wait until I finish with high school and go elsewhere. Maybe it would be better if I become a batchelor for life. Who knows, it might have some perks to it. I dunno, I suppose I'll see what happens next year, or maybe even at the start of the year.

Well, let me be the official christmas counting down person. There is now officially 17 more days until christmas (well, really 16 seeing as tomorrow is nearly today). We aren't doing too much for christmas. Well, we are going down to my aunt and uncle's place, but that's going to be boring. Spending a couple of days at katherine where there is nothing do to (the place is full of coons, and running down coons is illegal..) is going to be exciting. A few things I'm looking forward to though, are the things that I've made mum buy me for christmas, so hopefully I'll get those down there (we "weren't" going to be taking many presents down because there won't be many presents for other people there, but who cares? They should get more presents if they feel left out). Though, if mum did buy the xbox, I don't think we'd be getting it down there. Anyway, someone take me up on the offer to the movies, because right now, I'm about to die of hunger (wee, no sense this is making). Time for bed I think. But damnit, there are still four more songs left in my queue-to-be-listened-to. *Gets in bed with headphones and listens*